hi there :) i'm taylor. i'm 13 years of age and i dig cats, food, bitchy rants, deep talks, hair, make-up, and did I mention food and cats? my blog has no specific point to it; just a bunch of random stuff. enjoy :)
i don’t understand why stuff like this continues to happen to me… i finally find a guy who i like and likes me back, we hang out all the time, he calls me beautiful, treats me wonderfully, then i find out he was fucking using me for action the whole time.. it seems like all i’m good for is being a hookup… and then guys always ask me why i’m so insecure and down on myself all the time , maybe it has a bit do to with the way i fucking get treated. i hope you’re happy ; you broke me down ,you win.
I hate this. I hate taking time
out of my day to text you , and having you straight up ignore me every single time and giving me dumb excuses. I hate how much I like you. you say you do too , but I can tell you don’t. I can tell you’re only saying it to prove you can wheel girls. I hate how much my stomach drops every time you ignore me. I hate how every night I stay up late , just thinking about you , wearing your shirt , missing you , wishing you were with me. I hate how you quite honestly don’t give two fucks. you miss me, wanna be with me, and like me ? fucking act like it for once. I’m done making myself look dumb by putting in effort when you don’t even want me or any of this.
i’m just laying here in bed during a storm, and all I can think of is how badly I want to be in his arms. cuddling so closely I can feel the heat from his body on mine. I want to watch stupid movies with him and spend a full day with him while in sweatpants with no makeup on. I want him to give me one of his hoodies and I’ll be one of those girls who wears it all the time and needs it to feel safe.
those nights where you just want so badly to fall asleep , while cuddling with your crush…